Fire breathing, breathing fire

I ate three meals today. I’m exhausted. Sat for so long. Couldn’t sleep the night before, drank coffee around eleven. Terrible mistake. Avoided a single cigarette. But I did inhale some miscellaneous chemicals. not sure which ones exactly, I never read the label.

I’ve been worried, of what’s inside of me. There is probably some human left.

I wish I were a fire breathing dragon. Breathing fire, no pain at all. must be nice. Unless, they tire of every exhale, maybe it’s too much.

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I think of what will make me feel better. Trying to remember the long run.

Last night, I woke up and felt all of it. All of it at once. I was still, but I felt it. So it goes and such.